Motivation level is nil.

My motivation level to teach is currently kosong. Nada. Nahe. Nil. Talur ayam. Bulat bulat.

Mengapa ya ni ah.

I’ve no mood to do my weekly plan/lesson notes/apa saja lah ah yang related to school. Arghhhhhhh. It’s like what people say pasal “kalau sudah keraja, malas tah tu kan sambung belajar… pasal merasa sudah memigang duit, inda tia mau belajar lagi~” something like that lah. Tapi ani aku tebalik. Aku mau sambung belajar. Inda mau keraja dulu. I miss studying. Enjoy sana sini kalau stress. Ani stress keraja ani lain. Bari ingau ati. Pressurised oleh orang semua di sekeliling. Pressure dalam staff room. Pressure dalam class room. Pressure dalam meeting room. Pressure dalam prep room. Pressure dalam jamban. Pressure dalam lab.

I need something to cheer me up.

Next week lagi ada L.O. ni. L.O. stands for lesson observations. ARGHHHHH.

 

Goodbye Friday, Hello Saturday

Friday is coming to an end in approximately 45 minutes. It’s raining here in KB. Not in the mood to do anything. Might as well go to sleep now. Kan jumping inda dapat, uzur. Melatup karang peranakan ku.

 

PS: I jumped 1000 times yesterday. Cihuyyy~

 

I is blurrified.

Tadi during Science club, I was talking to my ex-cooperating teacher, Joanne (name has been changed) about how the students of 7R were so monkeylike in the class. Pecaya masa belajar, memancing-mancing beg pengsel tia dorang. Kalau inda memancing, mengucap kawan tu dorang. Ada kawan dorang ani gigi nya macam usop sontorian, yatah abis lah kana momok uleh kawan-kawannya. Si usop sontorian ani lagi ani jenis yang kana ucap inda jua marah. Ia balas balik ada pulang. Terbiasa kali sudah dari damit. Mun aku jadi mamanya, ku antar tia bebraces. Sanang ati. Tau-tau jadi handsome. Kulitnya putih sudah, tapi sayang giginya macam usop sontorian.

Sekali Joanne ani complaint2 lah how she is left behind with the topics, inda ia dapat proceed laju2 mengajar with the 7R. Ideally, kami arah topic Density sudah masa ani. Kali ia tanya aku lah bila aku ajar Density?

I told her next week ku mengajar Density.

Ia tanya lagi, “ooh, hari apa kau start mengajar.”

Aku cakap, “masa 1st week.”

Sekali muka si Joanne bangang. Aku pun balas balik dengan muka bangang.

Si Joanne atu tanya, next week HARI APA aku mengajar density. Aku ani dengan confident jawab 1st week tah pulang. Sepatutnya aku bagitau on Monday kah, or on Thursday kah. Pasal ia kan conduct sharing session dulu with the year 7 teachers before we teach on the topic density. Ia tah ia kan mau tau bila harinya aku start teaching on density. Blur tah jua banar. Cukup lagi dengan mata ku yang belaing-laing tadi. Ngam tah ya sudah tu.

 

Cihuy kucingku. Cihuy kucingmu.

Mengantuk ku, but I still have to finish my lesson notes (also known as the simpler version of lesson plans). Gaaaah. Tadi patang nada mood wa kan membuat. Macam lagging-lagging rasanya. Macam kan tidur saja rasanya. Bemalas-malasan ku pulang. Membuat puzzles from this Brit magazine. Siuk. Addictive.

Anyway, I hope tomorrow will be a good Monday for me and for you too, readers! Entering week 6 of the 1st term tomorrow which means that there are only 5 more weeks left before the 10 days long holiday! Weeehuiii~ Cakap pasal cuti, mesti iski kali ah. CUTI. Ke mana bisai? KK? MIRI? SINGAPURA? LONDON? AMERIKA? Aisehmen.

Bah eh buat lesson notes dulu. Karang inda siap, siapa jua kana marah esuk? Niniku kali. Hihihi.  Cihuyyyy~

 

Love, love, love,
Nananazura.

 

PS: I love you, Azizul Azri. =)

PSS: Apakan cihuy ani? Anyone?

 

Adjie Massaid Meninggal Dunia

I just had my first class of the day. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. Done scolding them (for not completing their work… cihuyyy). Done with the first part of the practical activity on measuring volume. Kiranya I’m a bit behind my own schedule pulang ni. Tapi inda papa lah. Pandu cermat jiwa selamat. Kalau laju takut karang eksiden macam kemarin ada orang meninggal pasal eksiden di Anduki. Innalillah. On twitter pun ada orang meninggal. Somebody with the name Adjie Massaid. Who’s that? Aku pun inda kenal sampai lah namanya balik2 kana mention on my timeline dari semalam. Innalillah. Apparently, I found out from my best friend that he had a heart attack after playing futsal. Heart attack during futsal = Meninggal. Scary merrryyy go round jua ah main futsal ani. (orang salah faham. haha.)

Gotta go now. Baca yassin untuk Adjie sekajap. Tata.

Saya ada soalan ustad

I have a question:

Apa hukumnya kalau student lelaki salam tangan tani? Haram? atau inda? Student ku year 7 (umur dorang dalam 11-12 tahun). Aku imagine kalau tah hukumnya haram, ertinya hari-hari tah ku membuat dosa tu?

Let’s say 1 salaman = 1 dosa. On average I have 15 male students per class.

1 week = I see them 6 times.

15 X 6 = 90 sins/week

1 year = approximately 42 school weeks

42 X 90 = 3780 sins/year

:O

Balum lagi campur students yang bukan dari my class. :O Yang mau tah jua kan besalam-salam.

My heaven.

Today is the 15th of January. It’s our anniversary today. Our 4th year anniversary. Wished each other happy anniversary last night & that’s it. No celebration. No eating out. No dating dating. No phone calls or whatsoever. Just wishes.

How I wish we live in the same town. How I wish I am allowed to drive. How I wish how I wish how I wish how I wish. Wishywishywash.

 

Happy 4th anniversary sayang.

 

Love always,
your Bebe.

 

PS: I miss you. so much.

WHattttaboringge.

Hi. Here I am at work. Sitting at the back of this laboratory while my friend is teaching in front. Haha. Malas ku bah kan ke staffroom. Pasal after her class, I’ll be having mine in this very same lab.

I’m so sleepy.

I wanna go home. Iron baju kurung for tomorrow, thursday and saturday if possible. Take a short nap sekajap & then off to Izah’s house. Kan gojjing. That’s my plan for today. Boring kan. Kesian.

 

 

Bulu siapa kambang?

I only jog for 5 minutes today. Need to stop because I was worried about the weather. There were dark clouds + somebody was doing open burning. Bau asap kali ah.

I can’t believe I’m sleepy already at this hour.

Going to sleep now. Kambang bulu ku awal ani. NYOHOHOHO. bah eh.

I…

want to have a smaller waistline, bigger boobs, smaller thighs, bigger boobs, flatter tummy, bigger boobs by the end of January. That’s my resolution for January. Thank you.